THINK!

First of all, alhamdulillah, grateful to Allah that I've succeeded in answering 4 papers recently. Succeeded in JUST answering haha, I don't know yet how are the outcomes of the 4 papers. Although, I did try my best, my very best. Now, its just Allah whom will decide what's going to happen to my marks. Anyway, last 2 days, I bought this book called "introduction to Islam" by Yusuf Al-Qadrawi, and the book is very nice! Its a book that I'd recommend to anyone who wants to know more about Islam. So anyway, tomorrow I'll be facing Economics' paper and Thursday will be Maths 2. Just hope that I'll face them and answer those questions with a peaceful heart. InsyaAllah if Allah wills it :) Okay so today's gonna be just a short blog. I'm off to dinner and study!

xoxo.

Yes?

A LOT OF THINGS RUNNING IN MY FREAKING MIND !

MID-TERM FROM FRIDAY TILL MONDAY = DIE !

Thoughts

Currently am in my most beautiful dorm, D22, trapped :/ supposedly heading out to dataran with syu and fira but i'm just too lazy to get ready :/ okay okay. This week, I meant last friday I didnt go back home. Oh my, I'm missing home so badlyyyy. Missing wawaaa :( missing hanging out with wawaaaaa :( anyways, aside of that, i was in my dorm since friday till today, tak keluar2 :/ not that i don't want to, just that I had no mood and thinking of money if I head out with them to Seremban. I'm scared that if I go out, I'd spend more and more. Oh myyy!

Get this, short sem I'll not get any scholarship okay! Haih. Such a lamooooo :/ just give the damn scholarship to students, for god's sake, regardless of whether we're taking short sem or wtv. Aanyways, am having mid term. Things are going crazy nowadayss. Just had accounting exam last friday. Alhamdulillah I balanced the balance sheet hehe :) the paper was overall okay but I'm not confident in bank reconciliation. I think I screwed in bank reconciliation. Damnn :/ Takpelah, everything berserah to Allah :)

Okaaaaay! Forget about that, and continue abt me being busyyyy in things right now. You see, my LEP thingy is getting active already so things are getting hectic nw. Trying to manage everything organised :/ the SMAC thingy is going to happen on 15th Jan, while the LEP thingy has 3 things, expressive corner, talent time and spell-it-right :/ oh godd, please help me :( the LEP thingy is happening on 8th Jan, maybe and expressive corner in next weeeeek! Aaaaa too much things to do noww.

Meanwhile, this friday, saturday, sunday and monday, I'll be having mid-terms. Arabic, computer, FIM and economy respectively. Oh myy. Everything is happening after one at a time :( everything is going on my mind right now :( aaaand, the sad thing is, there are some thoughts going around in my mind right now. Too much thoughts :( can I say here that I'm starting to have thoughts that are unexpected? Sometimes in life, you reaaaaally have to expect the unexpected. Not only expect the unexpected, but you need to get ready to face things that are out of your thoughts :) so that, if you're ready for that, you won't be acting irrational when unexpected things happened to you.

Sometimes I hate myself for having the thought of "WHAT IF's?" having this thought makes me thinking things too much and wondering things too much. And when I do, I tend to have second thought. Is it wrong? Oh my. :( anyway, you don't really know that having someone right now would be 'someone' in your whole life, so thats why I think you should know everyone so that whenever the unexpected time comes, you'd know what to do. This is what I thought.

Having mom and dad that has high expectations on you made you feel pressure, therefore, at times, you'd know that you should just do whats best to please your mom and dad cause they're the best thing in your life eventually. I think listening to your parents will make your way go at ease. Believe me, God will ease your way if you listen and follow the needs and wants of your parents. But of course, the needs and wants should be the positive ones.

Funny ain't it, that I'm writing so much right now? Sometimes I reaaaally just need to express them here. InsyaAllah Allah will show me the way and hope that everything is going well now and in the future.

Toodles, people :)

xoxo